Still Coping. Nothing to See Here, Move On (No Pun Intended)
Hi readers. That was very naive of me to think that moving on is as easy as what I wrote in the previous post. I suppose some readers (if there is any?) who have experienced break-up would have guessed that won't be the last of it. Now I know that it will probably be a mental scar that I'd carry for a long time... There are reasons why moving on is not easy, and everyone's reasons would be different. For me, it is mostly because of these two reasons: the thought that I'd never meet someone as good as her, and how much of a monster I was to her. And I'm not even exaggerating. I don't think I really want to go through why I think I'd never meet someone as good as her... The short story is that she ticks basically all the checkboxes of what I look for in a girl, and then some. I think the right way forward here is to wipe the expectation that whoever I'm with next has to be equal or better than her. After all, everyone is different and using the criteria wh