When Silence Is No Longer Golden

Omg. It was just 3 days away from a seemingly innocent post and now I am already writing about some melancholy post again sigh.... But I really need to pour it somewhere to someone I can trust/somewhere nobody would find but I can feel that I have shared it with someone. So there is this girl in the summer trip. She is a NUS business student. Doesn't look very pretty but she is very cute. She is going to be my travel partner to Beijing before I can check in to the dorm (maybe). I fell for her on the first sight. Other guys turn out to be much more alpha than me. I missed a lot of opportunities to flirt with her. (Not that I am good with flirting in the first place). I got some cues that she is trying to avoid me. My brain says ok but my heart was in denial. It was such a painful afternoon, Luckily we went back to hotel early. I could not sleep or do anything at all. I tried to get to my laptop and do some simple coding but I simply could not concentrate.

Hi readers! It was exactly a month ago since the last time I posted something on this blog! I'm surprised it was not longer, it feels like forever ago now that I'm overseas. So yeah PSA (public service announcement) first: I am currently in Suzhou, China! (Actually you would have known already from the title but yeah) So I am here early for a summer programme in Suzhou, which will span for almost 3 weeks. There will be industrial visits to some companies such as Asus, Alibaba (the ones I'm interested in) and some other less renowned companies (the ones I'm not interested in), as well as cultural visits to various places around Suzhou such as Tiger Hill, Humble Administrator's Garden, and some traditional streets like 平江路 and 山塘街. I have been keeping a diary of each day's events, especially if something really urged me to pour the things inside my mind. It is going to be an interesting post (at least parts of it) so stay tuned! Most probably I will post it at th